exactly a month ago, me & my amazing boyfriend chris became official... so i'm dedicating this post to him... the man i care so much for... and i'm so very glad that our paths crossed... he's like seriously the only person i can truly say has me happy i decided to come out here to California as opposed to NYC... so to him... i play this song... and i post these images... and i spill out my heart... because he's so deserving of it... for making me feel like i'm his whole world every single day.
Chris, i know i tell you everyday how special you are, how smart you are, how funny u are, how irresistibly sexy you are... but those i truly mean it... and i cant express to you enough all the ways that you have made an impact on my life in this past month... before coming out here, i was a hopeless romantic who despised the cutesy couples i found myself surrounded by... but all the while wanting that myself... and then i meet you... online no less... quite unconventional... but see you as nothing more than someone who i'll be friends with... yes i thought you were incredibly cute... but i didnt put much thought into it... and when we get here... we click... and though it took some time for me to garner the courage to tell you that i was developping feelings for you... i did nonetheless... and i'm so glad that i did... chris... you make me so soo happy...
when we kiss... u blow bubbles... and make me giggle...when you hold me in ur arms... you act all nerdy and giddy which makes me burst into laughter...
when we're just standing in the hall in silence... you eye me up and down... and make me feel soo sexy...
when you send me random text messages saying nothing but hello... or a smiley face... it just brightens up my entire day...
when i feel like there must be some mistake... a guy like me never gets the guy like you... you assure me that i'm not dreaming...
when we're driving in your car... and you place your hand on my leg... sparks shoot through me entire body...
when i got so very drunk... you stayed with me... you're reason... "he's my boyfriend, and i care about him"
when i got high... you took pleasure in freaking me out... and made me laugh... ALOT.
when i was hungover... you spent 5 straight hours in my room... next to me... in all my mess... watching Gossip Girl...
in just typing this... ur making me smile... even though ur asleep and i should be too...
you're the salt to my pepper... the milla jovovich to my carmen hawk... the christian troy to my sean mcnamara...
i love that you have a passion for cars... BMWs to be specific...i love your music...
i love your creativity... especially the job you did on my shoes...
i love your smile...
i love your laugh...
i love your eyes... are they green today or brown?
i love your heart...
i love your art... martial art that is... yup, my boy does karate... teaches it too... he's like a double black belt or something...
i would say i love you... but the power in those three words are so strong... i don't want to express them through a blog post... and i don't want to express them prematurely... besides, the truth is... i don't know what love feels like... and for right now... i do feel so very strongly for you... its more than like... more than like like... more than like like like u... and it's most certainly not lust... it's another four letter L word which webster's has yet to discover...
what i will say however is... happy monthsary babe... and i can't wait for our plans tonight...
less than 3
-robb-
3 cmnts:
dawwwwwwww!
Wow, Robb! I'm so happy for you! I know exactly how you [felt] before you found someone! I want loveeee, but I'm trying to tell myself not to "want it."
that was sweet.
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